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4.15.2008

Addicted to Munch

Have you ever tried to scream out loud in the middle of the night? Desperately scream for nothing.
I know it was kind of pathetic while no one you can talk to, nothing you can trust on, no where you can lay your feet at, but only you and your lonely soul on the island.

Here, I’m discussing with you about the “Scream”, a master piece by Munch, which has strong usage of colors and artistic lines and shapes in order to portray the fear and pessimistic of the subject.

I’m such a harmless soul, come and sit down with me with no fear, I invite you to talk about fear and talk it over, does it got to do with the ego of your own?
I’m neither an optimist nor a person who believes in miracle। Once, I thought I was suppose to leave instead of suffering within this fragile being, but then I found a gutter voice saved me from death. Together with my miseries and agonies, I stepped back; I vow and swear to live, once more, for god’s sake. I’m wondering, how can a lovely soul, like you, live a damaged life with no joy? My dear, you could live a life as happy as you have had before but you gave it up.
Now, all you could do is to offer yourself a chance of self-surveillance to discover the nature of you and the true nature of unsolved problems. When this day comes, problems may no longer problems.

I come to you upon all these issues because your presence is my concern. You do matter to me as I saw your hidden frown. Although, it seems not so simple but it is worth a try.

Come and sit by my side, I invite you to talk about fear and talk it over. On the banks of a river, breeze is as tender as the feathers of angel’s wings. And you are going to have your words to begin the story.

3 comments:

累鬼 said...

关于我的烦恼?就是,什么是烦恼?
从小过于压抑情绪导致感受力迟钝很多很多。(大人会称赞这是理智的表现,我也曾以为自己比别人懂事)

难过?伤心?沮丧?痛苦?
对自己情绪的不了解,同样也很难感受别人的喜怒哀乐。
也失去了许多自己所表达不来的东西,对前女友感觉很抱歉,真是万幸还能做回朋友。

对于能清楚感受到自己的负面情绪,知道自己为何而哭的人,我真羡慕。

Anonymous said...

哈哈,可以为一支笔而耿耿于怀这么多年的人,
我想... ...应该不是 "迟钝" 和 "压抑" 这么简单... ...

今天,你也算大人了,
要怎样去了解自己的烦恼、表达自己的情绪,
我想......你一定有属于你自己的方法,也不用去羡慕其他人。
因为......你的方式也不一定是错的,反之亦然。

累鬼,你一定有些不愿告人的秘密,对不对?
买瓶酒来,再满满聊吧!
今天不想打字的人上

累鬼 said...

我算是大人?应该算是吧。
看见其他同龄,或甚至小过自己的人,我会觉得他们很成熟很像大人,就是从来没有感觉自己像大人。
面对年长的人没错我是小孩,但没想到面对小孩时我还是小孩。(在我当儿童绘画班助教时发现这可怕的事实)
不知道是不是心理的因数,而限制了生理的发育才会搞成今天这样?
算了,留下次喝酒时再谈。
(小孩子可以喝酒吗?)